15 seconds of my ride to school yesterday in slow motion detail:

This is what happened in just about 15 seconds or so on my uneventful ride to school on my little yellow bike: I was riding my bike to school with the traffic going into the city. I had two lanes of traffic on my right staying in the slow lane, where there were cars parked. Sometimes I have to go through small gaps between the parked cars and the traffic avoiding the parked car doors opening randomly.  I was doing this when a motorbike decided to drive on the wrong side of the road (not uncommon) towards me in this little gap. So we both slowed down to avoid hitting each other and to figure out how to maneuver around each other without going out into the traffic. While this was happening in that same moment a little dog ran up barking and it seemed he was trying to bite my foot off. I yelled at the dog, went around the motorbike and continued... Thinking hmmm it looks like it might rain.. Like nothing just happened.  Just another 15 seconds of the life here in Thailand.  

Blessed in 21 + ways here in Thailand.

Hi all,
I am now at the end of my first week of language school and I just want you to know how blessed I am.  Its ridiculous.  I so so so soooo do not deserve the following blessing from the Lord:
1. Salvation---still in awe of God's continued work in my life.
2. Your support and love
3. The ability to live in Thailand
4. The friends I have here, at home and around the world.
5. The humble and wise leadership of OMF International.
6.  My roommate.
7.  A flushing toliet!!!!
8.  The body of Christ all over the world!!!!!
9.  A year set aside to focus on learning the heart language of the Thai people!!
10.  Multiple delicious coffee shops!!
11.  Freedom!!!  Freedom to worship in Thailand and a visa (soon to be getting) that states my purpose is to share the word of God with those who want to know and to work with Christians in Thailand.
12.  My Health and the health of my family and their love and support.
13.  A loving and supportive Home Ministry Team
14. Cornerstone Church and the rest of the body of Christ.
15. Each breath as God continues to give me them.
16.  No dogs or monkeys have yet to attack me!
17.  My sweet yellow bike.
18.  Humor and laughter.
19. Friendly Thai neighbors.
20. GRACE, GRACE, GRACE
21.  FORGIVENESS from the Father as I have offended Him too many times to count.

And the best part is the reason why we are blessed as Christians and its not because we are "good people" no one is good but God alone...it's because of His Son's sacrifice, His love and His call for us to be a blessing to others. Lets not forget  God's greatest commandments: Love God, Love People.

Believing what you’re singing

So many times in church I have just sung the songs that were being sung because that is what everyone else was doing.  It wasn’t that I didn’t believe the songs. I just didn’t always think about the meaning of what I was doing.  It just can become something that you do at the beginning and end of the service.  When I do think about the words I can have an amazing time of singing praises to God who deserves our praise.  However, this should be at all times not just part of the time.  I think if I am not singing for the glory of God I should just not be singing at all.  Also, we need to be careful about what we are communicating to God. Older hymns tend to talk about the greatness of God and who He is. In the songs we sing today, the writers of the songs tend to make a lot of promises or bold statements to God within their songs.  I think many people are making a big mistake by just singing along. I find this with a lot of Hillsong’s songs especially. Such as  “Lead me to the Cross” Do we know what that means??? Do we mean it??  As a Christian, we should mean it BUT have we thought it through…about what we are committing to?  Essentially I think this song is saying this to God: “God feel free to do whatever you want with me for the sake of the Gospel even it means we must die as Jesus died.”  It’s a serious commitment.  Something we should commit to but through prayer and serious thought.  Another song that really struck me was another Hillsong song that has people singing enthusiastically “Take, take, take it all! Take, take, take it all!”  I listened to this song a lot when I was in Atlanta caring for my brother after he became paralyzed.  It made me think. Did I really understand what it meant to have everything taken for the sake of Christ?  I couldn’t even understand why God took my brother’s ability to walk.  I can’t even imagine the scene of God taking everything away.  I do trust in God and do believe that God could “take it all” (all of this world) and I would still love him because he is everything we need.  I just think we need to be careful to what we are saying and singing to an all-powerful all-knowing God of the universe.

More recent example if you fast-forward to now as I have just arrived in Singapore. I am having a similar experience with the song “More than enough”.  It goes “All of you is more than enough for all of me, for every thirst and every need. You satisfy me with your love. In all I have in you is more than enough.”  I cried at church before I left while singing this.  Did I believe these words?  God decided to move me out of the US and give me a completely new context do I believe that God is more than enough? For EVERY thirst? That God can satisfy me with HIS love?  And that God is not just enough or good enough but that God is MORE than enough?  The answer is yes HE is or else I would not be in Asia right now.  Pray that He would continue to remind me of His truth and His love that is more than enough for me and He is more than enough for the billions in Asia! 

I will do the same for you. 

Made it to Singapore!

For those who have not gotten my email.

I made it to Singapore.  I will be here the next 3 weeks learning all about OMF  International and what it means to be a part of this group.  So far it has been fine, just trying to adjust from walking to swimming through the humidity.  I will try to keep this blog more updated as I go on through the 3 weeks and into the time in Thailand. I leave July 24th.  Feel free to email, facebook, comment, find me on skype (Stine319), or contact me any other way.

Also if you don't get my prayer newsletter and want to....email me Stine319@gmail.com

Thanks miss most of you , no no I miss all of you!!!

Love!

Learning to be a learner

I am about a month away from leaving for Singapore/Thailand.  I fly to Singapore the early morning of June 28th and then head to Thailand July 24th.  So crazy how fast it is coming up!  

Lately I have been thinking about how I will be entering a new culture and how important it will be to have an attitude of a student.  A student of Christ, the people, the culture, the Thai church and of older wiser missionaries.  When Christ came to this earth he became  the word in flesh, he is/was fully human and used human words,did human things why? so that people could have a relationship with him. If we as missionaries are going into another culture we need to become as much a part of that culture as we can. Why? So that people can have a relationship with us and in turn be introduced to Christ in a way they can understand.  Not just changing a track from English to Thai but knowing how to minister to them in a way that make sense and is natural. NOTE TO SELF: Experiencing Jesus does not have to be done through Hillsong United songs, Piper, Francis or C.J. Mahaney sermons.  It might be ways that I have experience Christ in this culture but its not the answer for every culture. I pray against my american (not biblical) understandings and baggage that I am inevitably bring with me to Thailand.

Please Join me!

PLEASE PRAY

1.  That I would trust in the HOLY SPIRIT!

2.  That I would LISTEN, LISTEN, LISTEN

1.  That I would be a student of the Thai people and culture.

2.  That God would humble me when I need it.  

3.  That I would share Christ in a way that the Thai people would understand.  

Remembering to Pray

Prayer is so important.  I have always said that prayer was important but for many years I did not act like I thought it was important.  God continues to call us to prayer through His Spirit and His word.  More recently I have been overwhelmed by the need for prayer and fasting.  There is a crazy world out there with a very real enemy.  God's people need to continue in this Spiritual battle through prayer.

Ephesians 6:10-20

I believe that the Holy Spirit will bring to mind things we should be praying for and will burden our hearts causing us to pray.  I also believe that we live in a very distracting environment so we tend to ignore this call to prayer.  So as we fight back against the world's pressure and continue to pray. There are ways to help us remember to pray.  Such as Echo Prayer.  it has been around for awhile but I have just been reminded of it.

I think echo prayer is genius.  It is a website that will send you reminder texts or emails with different prayer requests.  You can set up different times to send specific prayer reminders or set it to send you random prayer requests that you have previously entered.

So it can remind you to prayer for a missionary at a certain time of the day that they might feel spiritual attacks  on a consistent basis or remind you to pray for specific events such as a neighbor's surgery that maybe taking place next week.

I would encourage you to check it out and/or follow the Holy Spirit's calling to pray: )
Romans 12:12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulations, be constant in prayer.

 www.echoprayer.com .

Blood and the Thai political situation.

Well I am leaving for Thailand in 3 months.  I cannot believe it!  The time is going so fast, July is going to be here before we know it.  God has been continuing to provide me with support, loving community members and new things to learn before I leave.

Recently, I have been hearing a lot about the political situation in Thailand.  I just wanted to make you guys aware of what is going on.  There have been huge fights and protests happening in Bangkok.  There are two groups the red shirts and the yellow shirts.  The yellow shirts are in favor of the current prime minister and the red shirts are in support of a past prime minister Thaksin.  Thaksin was taken out of office by a past military coup from a few years ago.    The red shirts are mostly people from the country areas and the yellow shirts are from Bangkok and other large cities.  So recently, the red shirts have been protesting for the return of Thaksin.  These protests are huge 50,000 to 60,000 people converging on Bangkok by from all over Thailand.  

The protests are seen as mainly peaceful, but there is a deep underline spiritual battle happening during these protests.  Thailand is a very spiritual place and even politics are effected. During one of the protests the red shirts burned down the "Spirit house" that is in front of the main government building in Bangkok.  This is a big deal because the Thais believe all the spirits that control that building live in that "spirit house".  Almost everyone has a Spirit house in front of their home and/or business. Here is an example: This is where the spirits live and they must be kept happy so that things on their property go well.   I believe there is real power in these spirits and if they are upset these spirits will hurt the Thai people, that is if they do not have the power of Jesus Christ to overcome these spirits.

SO that was a shocking development within itself.  The next part of their protest was even more deeply shocking and spiritual.  The thousands and thousands of red shirts decided to draw their own blood and pour it out in front of the government steps.  Blood is such a significantly powerful in many religions especially in Christianity.  To think of the sacrifices throughout the old testament and today being Good Friday.  Christ's blood was poured out saved the souls of many!!! 

Here is a picture of the Thai blood being collected and poured out.  

The blood of the Thais has some power to...they poured out a deeply demonic occultic power to try to control the Thai government.

Pray against this power and the very real spiritual warfare in Thailand.

Pray for the Thai Church that they would separate themselves from any left over demonic worship that might be still effecting their lives.

Pray for the missionaries that they will be able to preach about the power in the Blood of Christ and in CHRIST ALONE!!!

Check back here for more frequent posts about my journey and the situations in Thailand!